i was hoping to come back to my blog with a 'proper' blog post however, at the moment i just really need advice. i feel as though my blogging phase is over and although i still want to continue posting i just feel so demotivated and that everything i ever go to post is terrible. whilst i wanted to enjoy this summer without worrying about posting this has made me consider how blogging was such a large part of my life but, never stressful. but, i suppose it has come to the point where it does not feel like a hobby anymore. my ideas on social media have changed and i think i have become a little more private with what i share. i feel as though i need to get back into my head that i am blogging for myself to stop myself from worrying. i feel like i need to start fresh, i started this blog when i was fifteen and an awful lot has changed since then and i feel like i've grown out the girl who used to run this blog. also i haven't worn red lipstick in years. this post has taken me forever to write and it's currently 03:03 am but i hope some of it has made some sense.
lots of love, sugar mice and candy floss, lily
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